In Memory of Jared

I miss him teasing, laughing, joking, smile, eyes. Fabulous father, husband and provider. He was a fabulous listener. Everyone it seemed to come to him for advice. He was very devoted to work, being a father and husband. His family was his first priority well after work any way, He would come straight home to be with family. He was motivated. He seemed to come by his good attitude easily. He made life fun! We miss you! We love you!

I miss complaining about him to other people even. I thought he was not supportive but now I know he was!, even to have him here it was support!!!

Okay so I am not the best at any of this. Thank you Shelley for all your help once again. Life is busy. I was really struggling this month do to the fact that Jared's angel day is tomorrow. Angel day means when he became an angel. OBVIOUSLY! Da! You all know that I don't know why I felt the need to explain that but I did. Last couple days I am doing pretty good. I thought I would be completely a mess. I am okay I miss him as usual. I was terribly missing him after I stuck in the home movies. Thanks to Mom Taylor, I even have them. They are great but boy I miss him! It was good to have a good cry though. School is keeping me very busy. Especially my biology class I have a test coming up on tuesday, tons of stuff to know and memorize including cells, etc to know and label. Fun fun. Between that kids, precalculus and being schauffer, mom, etc busy busy.

Welcome New Year and to Blogging!

Okay so I have never blogged before, but see all of you people do it looks fun, and adorable easy way to keep track of your fun life events. Of course keeping in touch with friends and family. Thank you Shelley for helping me!! I am now official into the world of blogging well so we are trying. I am excited to say Happy New Year ! Wow, it really is 2009! It seems crazy that it is here already. I never really thought when someone passes away you keep track of time in the time of when they passed. Like okay almost two years since Jared passed, now I know it is true for me anyhow. So in this new year I wonder what it holds for me, my children, my future, my family, friends, and you of course. Good, bad, ugly we will survive! Together right!!