Oh man forgot to mention I have a new nephew we were able to see saturday. He is adorable doing well. His name is Chase. He was born with spina bifida. He had the spinal fluid drained the day after he was born and surgery the next day. It was very emotional roller coaster for all. He had use of his legs and still does. Thank Heavenly Father for that, and all the prayers went out in his behalf. We were told that after surgery his leg usage could change. It didn't thank heaven. I also have a new niece Myra Anne have not been able to see her yet. The pictures I have seen she is beautiful.
Easter was fun. The whole weekend was quite enjoyable. We went to my parents on saturday and did wedding shopping for my sister, while my dad and brothers took kids to fun center. They loved it had a great time. Then yesterday went to grandpa and grandma Taylors for Easter hunt and dinner. It was very nice. Kids spent night there. I went for a walk at graveyard it let me reflect, and think. I don't usually go hang out at graveyard but I dropped by some eggs my friend Jan's idea thank you Jan! The holiday brought hope, peace, and healing. On he other hand did not study for my test and failed it oh well looks like gotta take the class over. LOL!
Thank you friends for making my birthday such a specail day. I love you all thank you. Yesterday was my birthday most time, I don't look forward to it. This year all of you my friends made me realize, what wonderful people taht are in my life that love and support me, and my family. I so don't deserve any of you! Thank you all, for each and everyone of you! I love you all! Thank you!
I miss him teasing, laughing, joking, smile, eyes. Fabulous father, husband and provider. He was a fabulous listener. Everyone it seemed to come to him for advice. He was very devoted to work, being a father and husband. His family was his first priority well after work any way, He would come straight home to be with family. He was motivated. He seemed to come by his good attitude easily. He made life fun! We miss you! We love you!
I miss complaining about him to other people even. I thought he was not supportive but now I know he was!, even to have him here it was support!!!
Okay so I am not the best at any of this. Thank you Shelley for all your help once again. Life is busy. I was really struggling this month do to the fact that Jared's angel day is tomorrow. Angel day means when he became an angel. OBVIOUSLY! Da! You all know that I don't know why I felt the need to explain that but I did. Last couple days I am doing pretty good. I thought I would be completely a mess. I am okay I miss him as usual. I was terribly missing him after I stuck in the home movies. Thanks to Mom Taylor, I even have them. They are great but boy I miss him! It was good to have a good cry though. School is keeping me very busy. Especially my biology class I have a test coming up on tuesday, tons of stuff to know and memorize including cells, etc to know and label. Fun fun. Between that kids, precalculus and being schauffer, mom, etc busy busy.
Okay so I have never blogged before, but see all of you people do it looks fun, and adorable easy way to keep track of your fun life events. Of course keeping in touch with friends and family. Thank you Shelley for helping me!! I am now official into the world of blogging well so we are trying. I am excited to say Happy New Year ! Wow, it really is 2009! It seems crazy that it is here already. I never really thought when someone passes away you keep track of time in the time of when they passed. Like okay almost two years since Jared passed, now I know it is true for me anyhow. So in this new year I wonder what it holds for me, my children, my future, my family, friends, and you of course. Good, bad, ugly we will survive! Together right!!